been 24x365 since i last feel butterflies in my stomach up to the beat to my heart say this was all just ordinary yes i convince myself i tried say no don't do this to yourself not again not today i'm scared yes, i am i don't wanna feel this all by myself but myself doesn't sound wrong anymore for i'm so used to it i used to have a little ray of hope but no i just can't no more not after that i know i ain't it but please stop, heart stop beating so fast every single time that box pops stop smiling all by yourself you never know, you never know.